Thanks for writing this. I relate to much of this. I have for a long time been resentful of all the writing time I’ve lost -- why did I study what I studied in college instead of writing, like I really wanted? etc. and similar resentments. I’ve adjusted my schedule recently and am now writing every day and enjoying the satisfaction I feel for having honored my creative needs. It will, in the end, make me better for those around me, too. Just gotta keep it a regular, if not daily, practice.
You are welcome Erin! For me the key has been to turn that resentment into power and energy. It's come with just a little bit of inner defiance... "Damnit, I'm doing this!" And when those natty little voices tell me I can't or sow their seeds of doubt, it becomes, "I'll show you!" Thanks for reading and sharing.
Thanks for writing this. I relate to much of this. I have for a long time been resentful of all the writing time I’ve lost -- why did I study what I studied in college instead of writing, like I really wanted? etc. and similar resentments. I’ve adjusted my schedule recently and am now writing every day and enjoying the satisfaction I feel for having honored my creative needs. It will, in the end, make me better for those around me, too. Just gotta keep it a regular, if not daily, practice.
You are welcome Erin! For me the key has been to turn that resentment into power and energy. It's come with just a little bit of inner defiance... "Damnit, I'm doing this!" And when those natty little voices tell me I can't or sow their seeds of doubt, it becomes, "I'll show you!" Thanks for reading and sharing.
Ha! I wrote a post a few days ago called “Do the Damn Writing.” :)
Just read it. Good stuff! I also recommended your blog.